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I hate it whenever... I think about you
I hate it whenever our eyes met and for a moment we stop and just stare at each other
...no words... no sound...there's nothing...
I even and you also even can't smile or act like there's nothing is wrong...

I hate it whenever your with that girl
so plain stupid I got really jelly and I just can't help it

I hate it ...for liking you so much... for letting me fall for you for a moment and just leave me sa ere...your so damn unfair I told you not to do that!...but that's life dba?... :)
I hate it whenever I am near and I act like a stupid person...by not recognizing you all...
I hate it so much that you people knew and can read through me that I am so affected...

I hate myself for being so stupid- for always remembering and missing those times....
I am so martyr, and too kind at the same time bitter dba?..ako najud!


I am so helpless...
and this is soo hopeless...

I hate it that I got bitter because of what happened before...
I hate it that people who are close to my heart hurt me before... na nagresulta sa in.ani..
I know this is still my choice...
I totally hate it that we met when things and circumstances
between me and those people involved...were so "complicated" pa rin...

I'm shielding myself from falling.. from falling out again...
I just can't risk it...
I want words not actions...but one month have been passed...
there's no words ..clear words...nor actions...

I know that those times for you was just for fun...
Sabton taka kay I know what happened before... 
I even stalked you for awhile so that maybe I can even understand what you are goin' through
I even had read your post after your breakup with her...

For those people who are involved....Tomorrow would be the last day....I promise...
I will definitely end and stop everything... 

pampered

for weeks I've been enduring all d pain
and finally after a long wait...

dli q loaded sa majors pero im emotionally , physically and still mentally won out #emotionallady 

#pampered @ GRANDROYALSPA

thankyou so much mama sa pagsponsor. I love you! mwah!

HAHhah. :)) ADVANCE MERRY CHRISTMAS! :))

 

 

countdown :'(

For 2 consecutive nights... gahilak nasad ko..meenn! balik nasad
ang pagka crying baby nq? haha! :"((

menn.. wa pjd paramdam2 .. karun pa...tsk
12 more days.. and I'll end this foolishness...

most memorable

cONGRATULATIONS IMS for winning !!
OVERALL champion sa DanceSport!!!WEHH!!

2nd runnerup for ds year ang IMS!!! 2012-2013 IS THE BEST!!
GO IMS!!

Hope...and anything is possible

I'm in ... I'm still in!!!
and I'm soooo happy!!!
thank you lord! :')

:)

goodbye social life? hahahaha! >_<

See the difference

I like him but I don't love him...

I want to be true but some things just can't be real

to tell you honestly ....I know you but I hardly noticed you

We do have some common friends.. but we're not even friends...

then after so many years... I noticed you... and got irritated 
because of your ways...

but... for a record your the only one that makes my heart skip a beat...
you held me like there's no tommorow... though can't remember everything...
I appreciated every single moment that you've done... you've shared...

I know there is no such thing as a coincidence in this world, only the inevitable...

anyways.... they asked me why I am holding back ....

one reason: I don't want to be miserable again....I'm no good  good in controlling such things...
so I'm trying my best ...not to care....   

PS: I just don't want to take the risk..
#24 #30 #11.
 

I care; He cares ; you CARE? kebs ko.. ;)

2nd day of the month : TIME CHECK (PHIL) - 1:41AM (november2)

I can't sleep ... anong bago dun? haha..
what's up?

For the first time, I spent my All soul's/ All saints day
here in Dumaguete.

as you can see this is my / our room... ang gulo dba? mas magulo pa yan last2 month?.. nakapaglinis lang ng konti ngayon.ahaha..hhmmm no doubt Ang gulo ng utak ko for d past few months.hahah! 3:) #OC

anyways.. ayun.. I finished cleaning my room @ around 10pm ...and again.. nagpakavain.. thanks to my #justjeanhat :) .. around 11pm I decided na lumabas para bumili ng food..ng biglaang bumuhos ang ulan?men!! timing lang na nakasilong me sa harap ng gasoling station... #stranded&alone ... plus pinagalitan pa me? kababae kung tao bat ako lang daw magisa lumabas? men! wala ka kaya d2...hmmp   >_< <3

#justjean #vain #icarehecaresyoucare?